August 2010
43 posts
July 2010
37 posts
Sleep
is pretty important.
I mean, I don’t like sleeping, and I wish I didn’t HAVE to, but that doesn’t mean I don’t need it.
I DO need sleep whether I like it or not, because I get tired.
And being unable to sleep when I’m dead-frickin tired is one of THE MOST frustrating experiences ever. It doesn’t happen often, but when it happens, it’s very, very...
I really
really
really
really
really
really really really
want to sing
out loud
with everything
that my frail lungs
can muster
right now.
——-
and i also
really really really like
nu metal.
it’s a great sound.
i meet
the dawn
almost every day
it happens
at around
5am.
i say hello to the night
while most say good bye
and good bye to the morning
when most say hello
could we ever live
a backwards life
in a world moving forward
or should i find
a backwards world
to accommodate
myself?
————-
oh, apparently “unbackward” can be a word?
lyrics...
I don't
..want to select my courses
and then pay whatever for whichever classes
that might change for some stupid reason
and then i’ll later regret taking them
I don’t want to set my path
of the next three or four years of my life
even if it’s liable to morph into something else
because it might not be time well spent
It don’t mean I’ll walk this road
and...
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I'm.. weird
er than I thought
lol
I honestly don’t know why celebrity couples make me feel so happy (not.. HAPPY happy, but like… 흐믓해) and giggly. roflrofl. perhaps because they just look so cute in my POV. it doesn’t even matter whether or not i’m a fan, because i’ll still find them cute - i’ll just like them more if i am a fan.
For example, i fantasize about 이민정 and...
I've
felt a little happy, in the longest while
music immersion
1 tag
SOUND
Rough lyrics inspired by my craving of music for the past few days. Written in ten minutes. Yet unedited; not many lines rhyme (but who says they have to?). A lot of the inspiration came from Miyavi’s “SURVIVE,” but I only started writing when I listened to his “Dear My Love.”
-SOUND-
I’ve fallen into the deepest pool of music And I can’t get back...
murrr...
I wanna immerse myself in music and not do anything for the next hour. =_=
I feel like banging my head to some rock beats.
stupid math.
takes up all my time.
Wow
I didn’t even eat (had a few slices of apple) and I took a huge ddong.
Must have been buildup over the last month and a half.
=/
Music
I want to immerse myself in music right now.
What I love about music is that you can completely drown yourself in the otherworldly sound - it’s so easy to fall into the rhythm and tap to the beat and just FOCUS on the interaction of SOUND while forgetting about everything else.
Coordinated sound.
Perfect.
Music is my 4th dimension.
One of the reasons why I love rock - groovy rock -...
Estranged
for a long time
i’m unfamiliar now
with what’s going on
?
I find no comfort in anything.
Well, duh.
But I’m blocking myself of comfort in God?
Well, huh.
What am I not ready for? o_O
what am i doing
where am i going
oh, hey, lyrics inspiration!
but i have many lyrics along those lines… ohwell different words
Estranged and Floating
in subspace?
...
Lately
I don’t really feel like doing anything.
I don’t feel like eating much (unless I’m craving junkfood and snacks). Too.. lazy to make the effort to sit down and have a proper meal.
I don’t feel like sleeping. And frankly, I’m less tired so I just stay up longer and then start pulling useless all-nighters again. My sleeping patterns are getting further and further...
The Itsy Bitsy Spiders
…keep falling from the sky.
I mean, the ceiling.
David’s saying that it’s partially my fault because I didn’t kill them all when I could (I first discovered them in the wee hours of Sunday morning).
Well, it was dark, I couldn’t see a spider nest/egg cocoon thing, and I couldn’t pinpoint where EXACTLY they were coming from. I just killed as many as I could...
It’s just going to get harder isn’t it
Ugh
._.
I feel like not sleeping again.
So I won’t.
and maybe i’ll pass out later.
ahah
Between Here and Now And Then and There
Or
Between Here and There And Now and Then? Between Here and Now And There and Then?
new lyrics inspiration maybe.
verse2:
What have you got to say for yourself
You were gonna, but you didn’t
And that’s how it’s always been
Ugh
mosquito bites.
I keep finding more that I didn’t even know was there.
I have eleven just on my right foot, and seven on my left.
34 in total (which isn’t that much compared to what i usually get).
Why my feet? Why? T_T
and this huge, swollen one is spreading over my left wrist. i can’t even overcome the itchiness with slapping pain because it hurts to slap it. stupid...